30 5 / 2012
right now in this very moment…
.. as i watch this guy sleep next to me all i think about is how handsome he is and how good he treats me. how much i feel towards him and that i might actually be capable of having real feelings for someone again. now im not saying love or any of that because i can sit here and think about love and all that comes to my head is … nothing. however as i sit here looking at him while he is asleep i think about how much i want to die. i have been dreaming about slitting my wrists…and when im awake i just drink or smoke or pop pills in order to deal with everything. its becoming hard to be strong for anybody. i haven’t been home in 4 days and its killing me. i just want to go there but everytime i turn around i am left with 4-5 kids to watch while everyone goes out. but not the point. im getting accused of talking shit about my only fam i got. she believes this kid over me…this kid just slashed her tires and threatened to kill her and her kids and she believes him! like forreal if i have something to say to someone i say it to their faces not behind their back like a bitch. that is just not who i am. and she of all people know that
i just dont know what to do. i dont know how to handle things
29 5 / 2012
This is my tenth tattoo and also my biggest. I’ve been a Batman fan since I was like eight years old and a Wolverine fan not much longer after that. So it seemed fitting to get them both in one tattoo. The design is from Jim Lee drawings. He’s my favorite comic book artist, so that seemed fitting as well.
The tattoo was done by Jordy in the Body Art Studio in Beveren, Belgium. All my tattoos have been done in that studio. But this was the first one that Jordy did. Won’t be the last one though ;^)
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